I am freaking contradicting myself..
I am feeling so hurt deep down inside.. Yet.. I am feeling happy for her at the same time..
Tomorrow will be cruising with my family.. Dread it.. But now.. I am looking forward to it.. I just want to be there now out in the open sea.. letting the wind carry my troubles away as it ruffled through my hair..
Night cycling was on last night.. wasted 5 hours waiting away for the second batch of ppl.. overall, it was still ok.. Knee is busted while I am lacking of sleep.. Shall go sleep now.. Good night..
~Thanks..~
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I wished at 6:03 PM