Heard something yesterday. I don't know how I can bring myself to trust people again. I got to act like nothing happened. Got to act and act and act. Is life all about acting in front of everyone? It is just so fake. Everyone is just putting on a mask every single second.
Have not had a good sleep for the past few days.. Tried to sleep yesterday night.. but jsut could not sleep at all.. Closed my eyes and yet I am still thinking about her safety.. Then, when I finally fell asleep. Something terrible happened at home.. It was only 2am plus.. and I cannot sleep again.. What is wrong with my life..?
~I love you..~
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I wished at 9:23 PM